Sorry I can't be perfect...

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What a day...
I was asked to perform with the bleachers the last time....
But when I played with them,
I felt unwelcome....
And I thought of something...

I lost it all

Nothing lasts forever..

I'm sorry,

I can't be perfect....

Well...

I tried hard...

and just pretended to be alright...

I know I wasn't the member the bleachers want...

I just caused them trouble...

I'll never be good enough join them...

I can't stand another fight with my emotions...

Nothings gonna make this right again...

Please don't turn your backs..

It's hard just to talk to you guys...

but you don't understand....

I try not to think about the pain I feel...

Nothing's alright.....

The main reason I quit is actually because of me...

I feel like I'm the one backing them from getting their goals...

It's all because of me...

And you all of you hate me...

#TBH

I miss the old days...

That's all for this post...

Please don't forgive me for the burden I've caused...

Peace?