My opinions in the internet..

I'm backk~ #dustyblog :/

Speaking about the internet....

there are nice people and people that are not so nice on the internet...

well....

I'll start with facebook :)

IT MAKES ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF ><

People post fucking annoying stuff on it  AHH

I can't even stay in fb for more than 5 minutes unless I'm talking to my friend..

BUT REALLY,

SOME PEOPLE GET ON MY FUCKING NERVES ><

I can't explain but...

URGHHH WTF

how do I put this...

yes...

People tend to follow stuff that they think it's their "destiny" ir whatsoever

and and...

Malaysians are just..not the same as Americans...

HOW DO I PUT THIS GAHHH

It's like..

If popular people post shitty stuff...

they still get many fucks abt it...

and if normal people post stuff that's awesome...

It gets ZERO fucks...

Andd if a 'popular' person talks shit abt a 'normal' person..

that 'normal' person will have to like...
live under a rock for eternity...

yea like that .__.

 

#JustMyOpinion

#WithRespect :)

 

Next stop: Twitter & Youtube

some people fight on these sites pointlessly...

or mayb just being honest :)

like fighting over their fandoms or whaever...

Yes..fanwars xD

these arguments are most likely to be caused by fangirls or boys...

like for example...

Go to youtube or twitter and type in justin bieber...

*POOF*

a bunch of comments shows up :)

see :)

Well...

I think people should learn this word:

RESPECT :)

I know we all won't agree on everything in this world..

but ATLEAST respect instead of being internet barbarians..

I mean like..what's the worst you can do?

Caps lock the other party to death?

All I want to say here is...

respect other's opinions even if u disagree on it :)

Or in a rude way saying this..

don't join something if u hate it..

OR sarcastically..

Shut your dirty shithole.

#JustMyOpinion :)

p.s. I got this topic idea from Carrie Hope Fletcher (@CarrieHFletcher) from youtube:D
She's AWESOME xD

 

I'll leave you with a fan art of regular show :D

 

#PeaceOut XD

 

 

 

 

Sorry I can't be perfect...

#10
What a day...
I was asked to perform with the bleachers the last time....
But when I played with them,
I felt unwelcome....
And I thought of something...

I lost it all

Nothing lasts forever..

I'm sorry,

I can't be perfect....

Well...

I tried hard...

and just pretended to be alright...

I know I wasn't the member the bleachers want...

I just caused them trouble...

I'll never be good enough join them...

I can't stand another fight with my emotions...

Nothings gonna make this right again...

Please don't turn your backs..

It's hard just to talk to you guys...

but you don't understand....

I try not to think about the pain I feel...

Nothing's alright.....

The main reason I quit is actually because of me...

I feel like I'm the one backing them from getting their goals...

It's all because of me...

And you all of you hate me...

#TBH

I miss the old days...

That's all for this post...

Please don't forgive me for the burden I've caused...

Peace?

Crappy actors everywhere...

#9
WHAT THE HELL?!?!
And I thought we were friends...
WHY?!
 I HATE YOU NOW!
Now I know the truth...
How stupid of me..
Who knew...you were just using me all this time...
Just because we wanted to quit the bleachers...
and you just wanted company...
You were wearing a damn fucking mask all this time...
And I did what you wanted just not to hurt your feelings..
Guess what?

We're both actors on a stage

Well..

sometimes the sickness is the cure..

And YOU!

I thought we were on the same team... :'(

But but but...

looks can be deceiving zzz

well...

my bad..

I shouldn't judge people...

If shutting my yappy mouth can reduce problems..

I'll seal it forever...

Or maybe ending my existence can help more?...

I've found a reason to show

a sign of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do...

And the reason is YOU......

Well..
Every lesson forms a new scar...

 

誰も私を好きではない....

Hi again..

#8
Well..
It's been awhile since I updated this ditty...
And shitty things happened today in school..
URGH
can high school get any worse...
I'm that someone who gets played and bullied around..
WTF seriously?
I hate them.
And I'm here. Doing this ditty.
POINTLESS zzz 
Shitty life..
Well..reality it is :)
Nobody has the fucking time to care about you emo-ing
They have their own business to do..
Like...
Fucking in the toilet..(that does happen in my school :/)
Well...zzzZZZ

Desperate,

but not hopeless.

What the fuck, right? ._.

This post is getting awkward..

uh...

Bye..

Peace :/

Not you too...

#7
Everyone's leaving me...

I am standing all alone..

Nobody cares...

Nobody likes me....

I couldn't tell you

She felt that way

She felt it everyday...

And I'm making the same mistake..

over and over again...

Being used over the same stuff...

I ain't a muppet...

Too many problems in my head...

Broken inside...

When you've been rejected

I've lost my faith

Falling from grace..

Here's what I want..

I want to be accepted..

If only there's a St. Jimmy...

He taught me how to live...

Yes. I dream too much.

I live in my own world daydreaming..

Nobody likes me.

Everyone left me,

They're all out without me having fun. 

PIGS

#6
Well...
There are some "people" that make me sick...
I'm not racist 
I just hate the ones in school..
Those fucking malay idiots ><
Well..
not all malays are pigs.. 
some are quite nice...
but some are total BULLSHIT
There's a malay bitch that used to take money from me all the time
and NEVER returned the money ><
I never dare take the money just to not cause problems
Urghhh
I've had ENOUGH ><
Stupid pigss
Here something for you..

I know I'm supposed to chill..

But I hate you all pigs ><

HERE'S A BIG

DEAR PEOPLE I AM SAYING IN THIS BLOG,

FUCK ALL OF YOU!

LOVE,
MO RON

HAVE A NICE FUCKING DAY 凸^_^凸！

EVERYTHING IS A FUCKING LIE

#5
Urghhhh....
Everything's a fucking lie....

My heart is beating from me

I am standing all alone..

I thought we had the same dream...

To escape from something....

And now I realise...

everything is a fucking lie...

If nothing is true,

what more can I do?

I am still painting flowers for you...

Well..

Dreams only last for a night...

and I'm trying to stay awake...

but it's too much...

With fake smiles and stupid lies...

In the streets of shame

Where you've lost your dreams in the rain

There's no sign of hope..

The stems and seeds of the last of the dope...

When will the St. Jimmy appear???

I'm just a kid

and my life is a nightmare

Well...

Sorry I can't be perfect...

Jesus of Suburbia

#4I'm the son of rage and love the Jesus of suburbiaFrom the bible of none of the above on a steady diet ofSoda pop and Ritalin, no one ever died for my sins in hellAs far as I can tell at least the ones I got away with

And there's nothing wrong with meThis is how I'm supposed to beIn a land of make believeThat don't believe in me
City of the Damned

Get my television fix sitting on my crucifixThe living room on my private wombWhile the moms and brats are away

To fall in love, we fall in debtTo alcohol and cigarettesAnd Mary Jane to keep me insaneDoing someone else's cocaine

And there's nothing wrong with meThis is how I'm supposed to beIn a land of make believeThat don't believe in me

At the center of the EarthIn the parking lotOf the 7-11 were I was taughtThe motto was just a lie

It says home is where your heart isBut what a shame'Cause everyone's heartDoesn't beat the sameIt's beating out of time

City of the dead at the end of another lost highwaySigns misleading to nowhereCity of the damned lost children with dirty faces todayNo one really seems to care

I read the graffiti in the bathroom stallLike the holy scriptures of a shopping mallAnd so it seemed to confessIt didn't say much but it only confirmed thatThe center of the earth is the end of the worldAnd I could really care less

City of the dead at the end of another lost highwaySigns misleading to nowhereCity of the damned lost children with dirty faces todayNo one really seems to care
I Don't Care

I don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don't care

I don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don't care

I don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don't care

I don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don'tI don't care if you don't careI don't care

Everyone is so full of shitBorn and raised by hypocritesHearts recycled but never savedFrom the cradle to the grave

We are the kids of war and peaceFrom Anaheim to the Middle EastWe are the stories and disciples ofThe Jesus of Suburbia

Land of make believeAnd it don't believe in meLand of make believeI don't believe in me

I don't care!
Dearly Beloved..

Dearly beloved are you listening?I can't remember a word that you were sayingAre we demented or am I disturbed?The space that's in between insane and insecure

Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?Nobody's perfect and I stand accusedFor lack of a better word and that's my best excuse

To live and not to breathe is to die in tragedyTo run, to run away, to fight what you believeAnd I leave behind this hurricane of fucking liesI lost my faith to this, this town that don't exist

So I run, I run away to the lights of masochistsAnd I leave behind this hurricane of fucking liesAnd I walk this line a million and one fucking timesBut not this time

I don't feel any shame, I won't apologizeWhen there ain't nowhere we can goRunning away from painWhen you've been victimizedTales from another broken home

You're leavingAh you're leaving home
Here we go...Green Day again xP....Well...This song can relate to what I want to say to my seniors...Urgh stupid bleachers life...BTW....I did this post for fun...I really love this song....quite meaningful...LOLBillie wrote this song feeling that he's not ashamed to say what he really thinks, feels and believes. There are so many broken homes who ruin their children. He's telling those children that soon they get to leave. They get to run away from those messed up homes. Freedom will come.There's something like a "sequel" to this song called homecomingwhich makes me LOVE Green Day...

this is #FreeSpace :D
Well..During the iHeartRadio music festival...Green Day was there...

Usher’s set went over on time. 

To readjust things, they cut ten minutes off of Green Day’s 30 minute set.

 From what I understand, Green Day’s set is the only one that was cut.

 How much would ten minutes of added time do to the festival? Apparently enough to risk the wrath of Billie Joe Armstrong.

Honestly, any musician would have freaked out over this.

 On stage though? Probably not.

 Taylor Swift would have simply cried about it in her dressing room 

until her management team did her dirty work for her in a publicity statement the next day.

Green Day though?

Upon being notified that they had one minute left,

 Billie Joe stopped the playing of Basket Case, and addressed 

whoever the fuck shortened their set on stage. .

 But did it have the impact that they wanted? Most definitely. 

 “‎”I’ve been around since 1988. I’m not fucking Justin Bieber you motherfuckers, We’ve been around for over 20 fucking years; don’t tell me when to get off the stage, Justin Bieber and Usher can die in a fucking fire, Fuck you Las Vegas, fuck this shit”

- BJA

Billie is just AWESOME!

ROCK ON!

Letting Myself Go

#3
Well...
My senior caught me ditching practice yesterday
WHAT THE FUCK?!
And she just asked the those typical questions...bla bla bla bla bla..
zzZZZZ
I wanted to say

SHUT YOUR MOUTH 

CAUSE' YOU'VE BEEN TALKING TOO MUCH

AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYWAY

Well...

She the bitch who's been making me want to leave

Not giving me freedom and killing my muchness

this is NOT COOL ><

BITCH!

I DON'T NEED YOUR AUTHORITY

CAUSE' I WANT TO BE THE MINORITY

Ahhh..Green Day again...I love them xD

Their songs are kinda sorta rebellious

which are cool XP

Ahh facing my problems again...

quitting the bleachers...

To be honest..

some seniors are actually kinda nice...

And if I quit the band....

I'll feel sorry and queezy inside...

ahh conflict...

Ahhhh....

zzZZZZ...

Hope is getting hopeless.

"Teenagers"

#2

Well...I'll refer my seniors as "Teenagers" since they think they are so "mature"...

Everybody needs to kid around once in a while...

But those "teenagers" don't...I mean NEVER...

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me

They could care less as long as someone will bleed

Basically...they're just a little too over the top on something called discipline...

They're like soldiers...

harder than ever...

Well...on my issue on quitting the bleachers...

They won't leave me alone....

I see other "teenagers" ditching class all the time...

Maybe they'll leave you alone

But not me...

Urgh...stupid drama...

Fake people are just fake...

Well...when things get you frustrated...

JUST SAY

FUCK YOU

& Smile :)

Well...we all know them bichin :D

Sometimes..I get scolded by them...

I never dare argue back..

Instead of arguing...

I just simply explain why I'm right...

but that just makes things worse...

And they say... "

 When life gives you lemons

make lemonade :]

Bitch how do I make fucking lemonade with rotten lemons you gave me?

#BitchyBitchIsBitchy :/

Well...I'm not that junior when you first brainwashed me earlier before...

I'm going to face reality..

instead of staying in your prison stuck with "teenagers'

Fuck you guys...you're going to lose a future "teenager"

God bless us everyone 

    We are broken people living under a loaded gun

Memories in cold decay

Transmission echoing away

Far from the world of you and I

Where oceans bleed into the sky..

 

#FreeSpace :)

 I've loved Green Day since like forever

They have no rules...

And they're like #MyLifeMyRules

They rock <3 

Well that's all for this post :)

Have a nice

 



day 

:)

Get to know the monsters I know :)

#1

Well...

Some little miss bitchy today came to me in a meeting

asking to join in...and I still wonder why I said yes...

how stupid of me...

She asked about my issue on quitting the bleachers(band)...

I lied and said no...but she told her prince charming about it...what the fuck..I'm screwed....

Now I'm back to being the "sad" me...being an emo "princess" living in my own world again...

I just want the questions to stop..I just want to be a free bird...

They're gonna clean up your looks

with all the lies in the books

to make a citizen out of YOU...

I actually find these words scary...

not enough? These words describe them better..

here's more...

They sleep with a gun

and keep an eye on you son

so they could watch all the things you do

Urgh fine...I'll admit something..

These are actually lyrics from Teenagers by My Chemical Romance..

They're actually not bad LOL

I'm a teenager...but comparing to my seniors...

THEY'RE MONSTERS

Heyyy...I didn't mean that...I'm innocent xDD 

Uhh..you don't find that funny???

=.= fine...

I'm not good at jokes anyway...

BY THE  WAY...

Back to my story...

Don't you hate people who show faces when they are bored talking or teaching to you?

BITCH! My seniors are like that...

I only have to say a thing

STFU GTFO ><

If you don't like teaching me...DON'T!

You guys make me sick ><

I don't mean to start a war...

but mind your body language please...

Did I say please?

I meant BITCH PLEASE!

I'm quitting the bleachers...and getting a life..a REAL LIFE

Well...you think that living a bleacher's life is cool??

You know what?

IT'S NOT COOL

I want you guys out of my life....

I don't want to be a muppet controlled by you guys..

And now since some of you monsters know my story...

Try and brainwash me...

I won't make the same mistake I made when joining the bleachers

MONSTERS!

Living in my #FreeWorldFantasy <3